Sunday, June 26, 2011

My Promotion Speech

5 kids out of 120 in my class were chosen to give a speech or address at our 8th grade promotion. I was one of these and this is my speech. (I feel as though a little bit was lost in translation both in the fact that you (the reader) cannot actually hear me give it, and if you haven't gone to this school, a lot of these experiences are not easily related too)

Manitou is special. And weird. And random. But mostly just...great. When I find myself talking to a student from another district, I pity them for not experiencing what we have here at Manitou. Walking through our memories of this middle school one might see the following:
  • Crazy masks, creative, original, amusing love songs, and boys awkwardly smoothing their skirts as a sixth grade class attempted to recreate, in hilarious uproar, Italian Renaissance skits.
  • A group of not-so-fearless eighth graders attempting to light their Bunson burners...from two arms length away.
  • One might hear a book club arguing in vain with their teacher to PLEASE give them more homework.
  • That same book club making ridiculous hats out of Capri Sun boxes (actually, maybe that was just me).
  • A class debating the fairness of negative labels about our generation, and some people arguing that, no (in fact), we really are terrible people...
  • People walking into walls, falling out of chairs, and knocking trash cans over....
  • Turning around in band class to see the baritone player chillin’ out in his chair...with both feet behind his head.
  • The sound of a math class belting out some random jingle, and listening to their teacher attempt to imitate a fog horn on a piece of PVC.
  • Or shouts of “Flying popcorn!” coming from an open science lab door.
  • One might walk in on an impromptu bout of patty cake or a ninja fight. (especially if you’re around me)
  • A French class learning about food...and asking how to say “small children.”
  • Looking around the classroom during the writing section of the CSAP’s and seeing people alternating between giving their booklet a death stare and glancing blankly off into space, practically drooling in boredom.


This is all randomly relevant because we live in Manitou...and also because these memories illustrate how much the happenings between these walls have taught us tolerance and love and our teachers showed us passion for learning. We didn’t just slide though those crowded hallways and get dumped at the steps of the high school. We learned and grew. We didn’t just learn math, no, we also lived parallel lives in personal economics complete with dud relationships, kids, bucket lists, and attempting to fill out our own tax forms (ugh).. We didn’t just learn about WWII, no, we invited a dozen people who lived through it to come talk to us.We didn’t just learn about the chemistry of fireworks, no, we lit things on fire. We didn’t just learn about the ancient Egyptians, no, we became them and invited our parents to come watch our acting struggles. Along the way, we learned to laugh at ourselves and not to take ourselves too seriously; after all, no one gets out of life alive.
When I first sat down to outline this speech, at 10 PM the night before the outline check, I jotted down a few incoherent thoughts, and started complaining about how every stage of our lives is just practice for the next. We having been preparing for high school. And then we will be in college (gasp!) and then there’s real life. And if that’s so, then we aren’t even real yet. And and utter confusion. My dad then offered up a rare piece wisdom, “Life is a balance of living in the present, while preparing for the next chapter of our life.” As I started to thank him, he characteristically continued his monologue. “It’s not the getting there.....it’s the getting there.” He promptly jumped up and began the hokey pokey, “That’s what it’s all about!” By this time I had sorta spaced out and come up with my own characteristically unrelated metaphor: life is like a timed writing prompt.....
Of course, none of my classmates can relate to this and this comparison had NOTHING to do with 8th grade language arts class. As I was schlepping through one of these assignments, I found myself planning the next paragraph before I finished the current one, setting up for a transition. But then I remembered that each paragraph is its own entity, and should be written as such. I see life in much the same way. We must balance each paragraph of our lives in the time given for that section. Thinking of what could have made that moment in our lives afterwards is like coming up with the word you were looking for in that essay after you’ve already turned it in.  At the moment, we are sitting on this stage, about to enter high school. Middle school was preparing us for this, but was definitely a stage in its own right. We must treasure each rich sentence in the paragraph that has been middle school. These weird, random, and great  memories have been the really cool sentences that don’t belong in our persuasive essays, but we include them anyways, because it makes our writing more colorful and enriches our lives.
Copyright 2011 Abigail Chapman

Friday, May 13, 2011

longing.

This was an assignment that my math teacher gave us as a philosophical final. Other then this, I don't believe this requires much more explanation.


Rosebud. A sled. Simply a wooden sled, but representing what was lost. Citizen Kane’s childhood freedom. Being loved by his mother for who he was. Playful days in the snow. The day he left his younger self, was the day he began to yearn for it. As he grew into an adult, he could no longer remember the simplicity of this happiness; he only remembered that he wanted it. He tried to buy it back. But he couldn’t. A sled... A yearning...
Rosebud. A dandelion. My “Rosebud” is a dandelion.
As small children, everything we see is new to us. Fresh. Beautiful. As children we can stand in a backyard for hours and marvel at the beautiful grass, and flowers, and bugs. And blow dandelion seeds. As children we watch the perfect little seeds spiral off into the unseen. And simply savor watching. And doing it again and again.
As children we can gaze at the stars, at a penny falling, sparkling into a fountain, or dandelion seed disappearing, and make a wish. And believe it. There is endless hope. Anything is possible.
Dandelions are the childhood safety we have. The perfect comfort. The fearlessness. The beauty. The love. The wonder. The wasted hours that were not really wasted at all. Wading through the yard with our friends. Weaving chains out of the flowers.
I love dandelions. More specifically, I love the seeds. They are so delicate. Without imperfection. I also love all of the memories I have swathed around dandelions. As I grow into an adult, their beauty will not be lost to me, but I won’t have the time to stand in a yard and make empty wishes and blow seeds that will just cause more work later.
Children don’t worry that they are spreading more seeds, the weed seeds that adults try so hard to get rid of. They are caught in the moment. Children don’t see them as weeds. They don’t see them as a nuisance. It is only as people grow older that everything evolves into something more sinister. Adults cannot afford the luxury of carelessly letting the weed seeds fly back into their gardens with any aspect of their lives. They cannot stand and marvel at the beautiful dandelion seeds, they must worry about all of the weeds that will be born from it. The beauty is shrouded from them. One doesn’t see an adult still believing that the wish they planted will actually grow. One doesn’t see an adult standing in their backyard contentedly blowing dandelion seed for hours. But don’t all adults wish life could be that simple again? Let the responsibilities blow away with the wind.
I remember when I was little; my mom went on a dandelion extermination crusade. Every day without fail she would march through the yard with a plastic bag and scissors and cut the flowers and seed balls off of the dandelions to prevent them from spreading. This broke my heart, they were so pretty. I asked her if she thought they were pretty too. She said that yes they were, but we couldn’t just leave them. They were weeds. I begged her to leave them. They weren’t even hurting her plants. I was bewildered. Confused.
It is strange to think that as adults, they may see the beauty in something, but they don’t know the beauty of that something. They may love something, but in the face of their age, they destroy it.
I will grow into an adult. I will forget this paper. I will probably forget “Rosebud” in the wake of everything else. But every time I will look at a dandelion I will feel nostalgia. I will want that childhood. I am only 14, and yet I already miss my childhood. I am predicting that this feeling will intensify with time.
I don’t want to lose the beauty of dandelions. I don’t want to lose hope. I don’t want to lose my time. But I will. I will long for the dandelions.
Copyright 2011 Abigail Chapman

Sunday, April 10, 2011

On the subject of personal narratives...My own...

An earlier assignment. Certainly not one of my best.:


It is my my earliest memory; a snapshot, rather than a story, really. I was not quite three. I sat on the floor in the dimly-lit living room in my grandparent’s house; captivated by a silhouette, illuminated by the roaring fire. It was my granddad, sitting in a wheelchair, just days from death. On the hearth was a cut-glass snifter of brandy that would never be consumed. I tasted the mood - a wearied resignation; the fight was over, all that remained was waiting. And with it came calmness.

My first day of school; scared about leaving the umbrella of safety that my parents brought, even for just a few hours. I felt infinitely smaller and vulnerable in the world that day. My parents and I trod across the worn pavement, towards the intimidating front steps. En-route we passed by an old, low-riding car. Standing next to it - Mr. Van, with his smiling, lined face and hunched, sturdy stance.
He was not only my “adopted Grandfather”, but also Ute Pass Elementary’s Grandpa. His wife would die a few years later, and yet, he would come to school every day. Telling kids to smile and bestowing bear hugs to under the weather elementary schoolers. An eternal second-grader.
He opened his trunk, revealing an abundance of stuffed animals. After selecting a sweet looking white teddy bear with a red-velvet bow, and handed her to me. She was christened Sweet Beary. Amazing how much courage can be given to a scared kindergartner in seconds
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Excitement. Christmas time was finally here. Snow drifts and icy roads were abundant in the Connecticut woods. All of the family was there, plus a swarm of friends. A whirl-wind of activities leading up to Christmas Eve rushed around. Chaotic Solstice Party. Brightly burning Yule Log wrapped in ribbons, sending wishes for the new year curling into the sky. A thousand colorful pinpricks of light on the Christmas tree. Candles in paper bags lining the snowy driveway. Warm light spilling out of the windows. A hundred euphoric faces strewn throughout the house. Sparkling beverages in plastic cups. Blazing, crackling fires. Deep green garlands. Wrapped boxes under the tree. Melted snow puddling in the foyer. And around and around and around. I attached myself to my two cousins, my favorite people in the entire world. I thought that they were all anyone should ever aspire to be. Smart, funny, tolerant, artistic, pretty, and they were family.
At last I sat at the coffee table in front of a dying fire, writing Santa. I carefully arranged a plate of cookies, carrots for the hard-working reindeer, and set down a glass of milk. I went to bed that night full of happiness, love, expectation, and contented fatigue. The down covers welcomed me as I climbed into bed to stare at the white, peaked ceiling.

I was ten years old, standing stock still, staring at the patch of orange lilies on the slope. A madly racing train of thoughts rushed through my head. My grandfather died six years ago, why did they wait this long to have the memorial service? I hate it when people smile through their tears, it feels like a lie. I wish I had actually known him. Why lilies? Will I remember the words to the 23 Psalm when I am supposed to say it? I could feel the waves of sadness and eagerness to share stories roll in waves towards the small box set into the ground. How could an entire life be condensed into such a small cube of dust? My eyes lifted the words, “The tide may erase our footprints, but only for a moment, for having walked there once, we remain always.” off of the fancy paper. My mom stood grasping my shoulder tightly in her hand, as if somehow comforting me would erase her own pain.
Hours later I sat in my room while all the guests laughed through the drops sliding down their faces. I perched on the bed, my knees to my chest, fiddling with my skirt. I hated skirts. Studying a knot in the pine wall, I sobbed. I cried because I wished I had something to cry about. I was supposed to mourn like the rest of them, for what? I only had others’ memories. There in Lake Placid, in this house that he designed, surrounded by furniture he had created, observing the people that had loved him, I still did not know who he was.

The summer before sixth grade. I sat with Julia, nestled in the grass in her yard. Our parents seated on the deck, talking. We plucked dandelions, and watched the breeze tug at our wishes until they melted into the sky.  We braided grass, discussed philosophies - and laughed. Letting the world hear how carefree we are. The burdens they see forced upon us in their minds were not there in that fading, evening light. We see each others hearts, this is what family is.

The cold morning air burned my cheeks as tears ran down my face. My backpack felt as if the entire universe had been stuffed inside. Our beautiful husky, Greta, lay weakly on the lawn. A dog bed was spread invitingly on the grass, yet she lay on the frost - weary with cancer. I bent down and worked my fingers into the luxurious ruff at her neck and smiled through my tears at her glazed eyes. Whispering, “Catch a rabbit for me in heaven,” I finally forgave her for her misdeed many years ago.
When I was 5, I moved a piece of plywood away from the side of the house, exposing a bunny hidden within. Greta killed it in front of me. I had never let it dissolve out of my memory.
My backpack slid its weight onto my shoulders. Those deep pools of eyes said that she felt guilty, but knew that she wanted to leave. I kissed her on the nose and straighten up as my dad came outside, knowing that the next time I saw her, she would be only snowy ash.

The three of us stood together and watched the sunset wash over the prairie through our glistening lashes. Greta’s ashes drifted into the wind, dispersing into the landscape she loved like nothing else. Out of my horn drifted the notes growing from love that families have cultivated for an eternity. We listened as the petals of music whispered over the shadowy plains.
Copyright 2011 Abigail Chapman

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

A Telegram Turning Point

     This was a writing assignment in Language Arts, entitled "Words of Wisdom". We were instructed to interview "an Elder" in our life and then write a personal narrative from their point of view and in their voice.
     I interviewed my Grandmama, Freddie Anderson. She was born in 1921. She just turned 90 and still skis. She is a huge inspiration and I really enjoy talking to her. A Youtube video link about her is:

90 Year Old Ski Instructor


     I lie with the blankets wrapped around me and stare at the flat darkness of the first hours of morning. The sweet metallic clanging of the alarm disturbs my reverie. I pull the cord on the light and squint at the thin black hands indicating 4:30 on the squat clock face. After dragging myself out of bed I locate my gear through bleary eyes. I pull on many layers of wool and fasten my kilt around my waist. I check to make sure my bloomers are arranged properly and pull on my long thick socks. My beloved tweed jacket is slung over the back of the chair.

     I had the kilt made for myself out of real Scotch tartan and bloomers made to match (to prevent anyone from noticing if my kilt blows up around my knees). The jacket had come from a forgotten romance. I had fancied the man’s tweed jacket that he had worn, and when we went our separate ways, I decided that it was to become mine.

     As I stumble into the hallway I practically slam into Andy emerging from the guest bedroom in the same sleepy state as myself. He catches me and murmurs a greeting into my hair. We slowly speed up like a train out of the station and begin to rush about the house, attempting not to wake my parents. After a speedy, whispered breakfast we both hurry up to our rooms to lace up our stiff, leather ski boots and collect our laden ski packs. I slip my arms into the jacket as I stomp down the stairs. We attempt to muffle the closing of the hulking front door and hoist our heavy wooden skis over our shoulders. We begin our trek.
     The town is as silent as a graveyard and the cold soaks into our bones. We tromp through the heavy snow on the side roads across the still town for 45 minutes to the bus station. As the skis resting on my shoulder begin to gain weight I commence to curse the war, the gas ration, the earliness of the morning. The sun finally slips over the hills and the gold streams make the snow glint like diamonds.
     The small assembly at the bus stop comes into view as we crest the hill. The dilapidated thing pulls around the corner just as Andy and I plod up to the dozen animated skiers gathered at the bus stop. Much confusion and distress is caused to the other passengers on the bus as the gang of us pile in with all of our ski equipment. Thank goodness the bus is almost empty today, as sometimes we have to stand up the entire 30 minute bus ride. The bus pulls up to the final stop, the train station and we transfer to the next convoluted step in this journey to the Bromley ski area.

     Andy stows our skis and we climb the stairs into the train car with his hand guiding my back. We settle down into two plush seats. His arm finds its way around my shoulders and my head falls onto his.

     I had just graduated from Smith College and felt no particular attachment to any males in my life. I was carefree and swirling in the social gaiety of our young, jovial lives. I enjoyed the company of many young men and felt no pressure to tie myself down to anyone specific.
     A few months ago the ski club was showing a ski movie in the auditorium of a local middle school, and the seats were filled with ski enthusiasts. Most of them were buddies of mine. After the movie was over and everyone was stretching their stiff limbs and starting file out, I noticed five handsome young men. Naturally, I invited them over to my parent’s house for hot chocolate. One of them in particular was extremely handsome. This was probably the reason for my attraction to him in the first place.

     His name was Henry Anderson, everyone affectionately called him Andy. He soon became a part of the family. My parents loved him. I adored him. He was certainly very friendly. Congenial. Knowledgeable and intelligent. He had an answer for everything you could possibly think to ask. He was so much fun to do anything with, and we had many of the same interests. We both loved to ski, and golfed when we couldn’t.
     He was living with 10 other guys in a rented house on the other side of Schenectady, NY. They had all been recently hired by General Electric, and they were here to prove that they could handle the job. The house, “Alka Hall”, was quite a distance from my parents’ and even further from the bus stop.
     On the evenings before mornings like these he would come stay in the guest bedroom of our house.

     When our gay crowd tromps off of the train, we are met by several worn out pickup trucks. We pile in, and to fit us all, we lay down on our bellies next to our skis and stacks 3 or 4 layers of people like bags of cement.


        (telegrams)
        ME: “Going to Mont Tremblant to ski with parents. How would you like to come?”

        ANDY: “Yay.”

     The trails at Mont Tremblant are quiet narrow. We get going awfully fast and it is difficult to slow down. We are flying. My kilt flutters around my knees, the air whips our faces, and everyone on the mountain shares a universal euphoria.
     Andy and I go on walks after skiing often, reveling in each other’s company. We lope along side the lake; my small, smooth hands in his large, wood worker’s. Perfect white clouds sail across the brilliant blue sky. The frozen lake expands out, mimicking the heavens. The snow glimmers in the sunlight and throws brilliant beams all around us. We find a boulder that overlooks the picturesque scene and sit down contentedly. Glancing at the vivid sky, I hear him say,
     “Well, you know, we have a lot in common. We should get married.”
     It is almost as if this statement was said in our hearts, instead of to the air, and seems to require no response. The feeling is mutual.
Copyright 2011 Abigail Chapman

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

Great Depression Story

The following is a writing assignment from Social Studies (History) class. We were given a picture and told to write a story around it, set in the Great Depression. I apologize for any typos, I did not put excess amounts of time into editing it.




I woke up with my face plastered against the dusty quilt underneath me as our rickety old truck went over an especially large bump. I glanced at the trees passing beside us through bleary eyes. They were plum trees. Plum trees!
“Pa, stop the truck!” I shouted into the dust towards the cab of the truck.
“What?! Are you hurt?” my mother clucked as she hastily climbed out and peered at me like a mother hen.
“No. But LOOK, they’re plum trees! We can eat! Can we please pick some of them?
She looked suspiciously at them, “Well, I suppose if no one sees us. It IS state property. Hmmm,” she glanced up and down the long, hot stretch of road. “Yes. I suppose. Get the wicker baskets.”
Yes! The thought of eating something moist, that wasn’t stale bread (if it could still be identified as that) made my mouth water uncontrollably. I grabbed the baskets and swung up and  over the stacks of bedding, tires, trunks, clothing, and everything else from our old life piled in the bed of the truck. Pa climbed out of the cab and squinted at the horizon.
“Arabella. Come here,” he called me forward for probably yet another speech.
“Yes Pa?”
“We must be careful. Do you know why?” his face was stern, and I could see the thought in his twinkling brown eyes.
I clasped my hand behind my back and recalled my answer from the filing cabinet in my head labeled “Hourly Sayings”.
“Yes Pa. The government is brutal. Our neighbors will not help us. We will not help our neighbors. We don’t have anything to give them and we don’t have anything to give them. We musn’t be caught doing anything wrong because we have nothing and can’t afford to lose anything else. People will try to take things from us. We must be careful,” I waited in baited silence, terrified that I had forgotten something.
“Exactly my sweet. Now go eat some plums. I will stay and watch the road. We will say we are fixing a tire. We will not let anyone know we are stealing off of government property,” he ruffled my hair and kissed the top of my head.
I let out a whoop and headed for the trees, but Ma called me back.
“Arabella! Come get your cloak, you may need it!”
Sigh. I ran back to get it arguing the whole time that I wasn’t even going out of sight of the truck and that there was no way I would need it. Never the less she fastened it around me and finally turned me loose.
I ran into the bushes and ate plums until I was beyond sick. Then I sat on my now useful cloak in their shade and picked and picked until I had filled all four baskets. Lugging them awkwardly one by one back to the truck I heard my parents quietly discussing our travel plans in the cooling air.
“We should be out of Colorado by tomorrow night, and in California by the middle of next week barring any unforeseen problems.”
“I wish that we wouldn’t travel on the Sabbath tomorrow, Charles,” came my mothers nervous voice from somewhere in the bed of the truck.
“I know Lucinda, but we simply can’t afford to stay in one place for more then we need to. We are already almost completely our of supplies and I want to get there before all of the jobs run out.”
As I came around the truck I saw my father stretched out on the ground with his back against the bed of the truck and my mother above him in the truck rearranging things as she was prone to do when she was restless.
“Ah! Bel! Did you bring me a plum to eat?” he grinned at me.
“Yes, Pa. There is plum-ty,” I smiled wryly at him.
“Arabella! Puns are not funny,” Ma scolded through a held back smile.
Pa grinned at me as he bit into a plum and juice dribbled down his chin. Ma began to complain that the daylight was draining as fast as a bathtub with no plug and that we’d better get going. We loaded the baskets into the truck, my parents climbed into the cab, I swung up into the bed and settled down amongst the blankets. The truck grudgingly started, and we drove off towards the next Hooverville to spend the night.
The stock market crashed in ‘29 and our lives crashed soon after. Pa had been a manager at vacuum company and we had enough money to live comfortably if not in complete luxury. Ma volunteered at the hospital up the street. I went to school with all my friends. My two older brothers teased me continuously. Our life was perfect. Then it fell apart. Pa lost his job, they couldn’t make their mortgage payments, Asher had to drop out of college, and we had to sell the house. My brothers, Wyatt and Asher, decided to hitchhike to California to get jobs before they were taken and our parents and I would follow in the truck (we had traded our car for it) with all our stuff. We would meet up in California. So we left our comfortable house in Pennsylvania and headed across the country.
That was 3 weeks ago, although it feels like years. I hope that by the end of this year we will have our own house again, and a car not a truck, and I will have friends that have houses I can bike to.
It was dark when we pulled into the run-down Hooverville and set up our tent. Ma and Pa told me to roll out my bed and that they would be back shortly. I didn’t even wait until their long shadows had left the canvas of the tent to quietly follow. They loped arm in arm towards to campfire in the middle of the camp where a motley crew had assembled to stare into the embers together. I found myself an inconspicuous place to squat down behind a water cask and eavesdrop into their conversation. The dust and smoke filled air burned my eyes and the gravel dug sharply into my bare feet. Why hadn’t I put my shoes back on before this escapade? Pa gently guided Ma to a log near a hunch-shouldered figure staring into the dying flames.
“Where you comin’ from?” Pa’s calm, reassuring voice quietly prodded the stranger.
“Ah, come from Ok’homa. Dust Bowl kicked us out and bit our heels whil’ we scurried ‘way. Went all the way to damned Calforna, worn’t no jobs thur. Nope. None. Now we just wandering ‘round. Not a clue nor a penny. ‘Ope this damned depression gets over real quick. We ain’t gunna hold out much longer,” his voice was weary, resigned, as though this story constantly occupied his head and he could tell in his sleep. He prolly did tell it in his sleep.
“Sir, are you sure there are absolutely no jobs there? None?” Pa voice seemed controlled, as though there was a certain amount of measured disbelief. Not enough to upset Ma, but enough to keep the poor man eager to convince Pa of his story.
“None. We drove all ‘round thur. None. All jobs are gone. And them that do got jobs be working for 4 cents a day. Ain’t able to live off that now, do ya?” the man seemed to be getting less interested in the conversation.
“You didn’t by chance cross paths with two youngsters by the names of Wyatt and Asher, did you sir?” 
“In fact I did. Them two younguns? Determined, but not a damned wit ‘bout them? Ya. We seen ‘em. They says to tell their Pa not to come. They says to say that theys got jobs a’right. But theys been working ‘most a month, and all theys gots is 4 bucks saved up, and they still starving. They says they give it to ya, but it ain’t wort it,” the man was certain. I was certainly convinced. There was a small scuffling noise. I peeked around the barrel, and saw the sad, strange man getting up and limp away into the darkness, headed for nothing. Not a tent, truck, person, nor even a knapsack. He disappeared without so much as a backward glance.
I saw Ma visibly shiver from here. She scooted closer to Pa and rested her head on his shoulder.
“Oh Charles,” her voice was weak and wavering, so unlike the strong, beautiful voice I knew as hers, “if that man was telling the truth, what in the good Lord’s name do we do?”
“Lucinda. My Lucy. I don’t know. He seemed quite sure of himself. I had suspected as such though, I’m afraid my dear. We are walking into the unknown. For all we know, there are more jobs in Montana then there are in California. But, if we don’t head to Cali, there is very little possibility that we will see Ash and Wy again,” calmness permeated the air. I could tell he was upset, but trying desperately not to upset Ma. 
“Oh my boys. Oh my,” silence fell like a boulder, I could feel it from there, “I suppose if we must not go to California, we must not,” though quiet, her voice was an almost fatal blow.
“You’ve already lost the baby, what else is there to lose? We’ve got as good as a chance of protecting Bel anywhere in the US as we’ve got in California,” strain filled his voice.
 “Yes. Yes. We will go. Where? North? South? Surely not where we came from?”
“We will go whichever way there is the least cars leaving.” Realizing that the conversation was about to end, I scampered back to the tent and curled up under my once prized coverlet, the knowledge of the recent conversation weighing heavily on my mind.
They walked into the tent a moment later and seemed to bring a tangible sadness with them. Ma bent down and stroked my cheek.
“Oh my Arabella. Oh my Bel.”
I felt a single tear drop hit my nose.
The morning light seemed to bring with it hope, assurance, and confidence. Pa woke me up by tickling my forehead with his moustache as he whispered,
“And and at ‘em Bel. The sooner we get out of here the sooner we can eat our plums. Yum,” surprisingly, his voice was smiling.
I groaned, but opened my eyes to see everything, even the tent was packed. Everything that is, but me. I stretched and hopped into the back of the truck as Pa tumbled my blanket in after me. We drove off in a cloud of sunlit, swirling dust with the anticipation of a plum ripe in my mind. 
As we bounced and bumped along the road, I couldn’t help but feel we were headed towards a bright future. Perhaps it was the sugar, but I could almost taste Pa’s job in front of us, and Wyatt and Asher hot on our trail behind us.
Copyright 2011 Abigail Chapman